Seven years ago, I began an incredible journey towards getting healthy. I was tired of how I looked. I was tired of how I felt. My second born was a year old and I still looked (and felt) like I was five months pregnant. We were eating fast food almost every single night, and I was tired of seeing my precious babies shove French fries in their mouths.
I wanted a change.
No, I needed a change.
For myself, for my health, for my family. We deserved better than McDonald’s and sickness.
So, I pulled out an old DVD, laced up old running shoes, and pushed play. Then, I learned how to select fresh, whole foods from the grocery store, searched for healthy recipes, and learned to cook for my family instead of going through the drive-thru.
Then, after nine months of hard work, and twenty pounds lighter and more pep in my step and more energy than I had when I was twenty, I discovered that I could help people get healthy. To do what I did, which was exercise and eat right, and help them get results.
As well as make fitness enjoyable. Fitness is fun. It really is. I know it doesn’t feel like that at first, but it really is when you discover what you enjoy doing. I learned three years into Beachbody that dancing was my soulmate workout. Cardio? No. Heck no. Unless it involved dancing.
I spent six years encouraging and promoting a message of being beautiful in your own skin. Being beautiful in the way that God made you and living well. Be a Size You was a very personal message for me and I wanted to spread that message all over the country and even the world.
I still do. I still believe in the mission behind Beachbody, and I still believe in the message of Be a Size You.
But at some point, some things come to an end.
For a long while, I have felt that God has been leading me to lay down this business. It makes no sense to people on the outside, and truthfully, I have a hard time really expressing it verbally. It comes out in one giant emotional word vomit. Ha!
But when it is time to let go of something, you do it. You do it. You don’t overthink it, even if it doesn’t all make sense. God led our family to live on the side of a mountain a couple of years ago, and we lived in a trailer as a family of four. It was the craziest thing to people.
Yet God was still God there on that mountain and He moved constantly in my heart and in my life and in my faith.
Even when you love something as much as I love Beachbody, and I truly do love them because they are the BEST (I know, totally biased), you still have to let go.
I am excited to see what God will do next for our family. I am excited to see where God leads my husband in terms of his career and his leading of our family. Good things will happen, even if it looks different than I had originally pictured.
To those of you who have supported me, encouraged me, purchased from me, been a part of my challenge groups and online fitness communities, THANK YOU.
Thank you for allowing me a window seat into your life and allowing me to walk along the journey of being a healthier version of you. I know it wasn’t easy and it was so hard at times. Know that I am still rooting for you. I want success for you. I want good things for you.
I want you to continue to live well, and give God the glory. Be a Size you is not a one size fits all message. It is for everyone.
I will still be blogging, and still be getting my sweat on and sharing my faith and all the things that matter to me. Because even though health and fitness won’t be my vocation, it doesn’t mean I care any less about it. And yes, Cize dance videos will still be happening on IG! Holla!
Thank you again for loving me and allowing me to serve you in health.
Be a Size You Forever,